I thought i will have the time to write something before CNY..unfortunately i did not..
lack of time is one factor...but..
something cropped up before cny..n tats the worst day of my life
this year's celebration is just so-so, no mood - caused by that particular 'something'
i bet thats my karma... i must have did something very wrong in my past life..
Indeed..yes, its suffering..
And yes, i do believe in karma..
hope things will change for the better.. i'll pray hard....